i am tired of waiting ... i am really very tired ... i can't do anything ... not i don 12 reply u ... is coz i can't use hp ... if i can reply u , u also will say huan lo or wat ever thing de lor ... i don noe ... who can tell mi wat to do ?? i really don 12 quarrel with u anymore or anytime ... i don noe ... wat u 1 sia ... i not angry with u when u scold mi that time in msn ... but i don noe y u scold mi 4 sia ... i don think i can do anything anymore le ... i really hope that it is a dream ... if this is a dream i 12 wake up ... but it not a dream ... who can stop this to happen ?? who ?? mi or u or both of us or everyone ?? y u 12 quit ?? y thing go this way ?? y not like last time ?? i 12 go back to our past ... can't we be like last time ?? u smoke i am angry but i also didn say anything to him ... i keep it inside myself ... wat wrong ?? wat really wrong ?? who can tell mi ?? i am tired ... hope that time will be like last time ... seriously who can help ??  if u really 12 thing to go this way u let mi noe ... i am really very very very tired of this le ... i going to breakdown soon ... wat is this men ... i think that if useless 4 only one person is helping to keep the friendship alive lor ... i think i can't help to keep the friendship alive anymore seriously ... i need rest le ... but i can't rest right now ... who can help mi to continue our friendship ??