if u 12 blame mi than blame lor ... hai ... tired of it ... now i don 12 care le ...
i am tired of waiting ... i am really very tired ... i can't do anything ... not i don 12 reply u ... is coz i can't use hp ... if i can reply u , u also will say huan lo or wat ever thing de lor ... i don noe ... who can tell mi wat to do ?? i really don 12 quarrel with u anymore or anytime ... i don noe ... wat u 1 sia ... i not angry with u when u scold mi that time in msn ... but i don noe y u scold mi 4 sia ... i don think i can do anything anymore le ... i really hope that it is a dream ... if this is a dream i 12 wake up ... but it not a dream ... who can stop this to happen ?? who ?? mi or u or both of us or everyone ?? y u 12 quit ?? y thing go this way ?? y not like last time ?? i 12 go back to our past ... can't we be like last time ?? u smoke i am angry but i also didn say anything to him ... i keep it inside myself ... wat wrong ?? wat really wrong ?? who can tell mi ?? i am tired ... hope that time will be like last time ... seriously who can help ?? if u really 12 thing to go this way u let mi noe ... i am really very very very tired of this le ... i going to breakdown soon ... wat is this men ... i think that if useless 4 only one person is helping to keep the friendship alive lor ... i think i can't help to keep the friendship alive anymore seriously ... i need rest le ... but i can't rest right now ... who can help mi to continue our friendship ??
hai ... seriously y u 12 quit sia ?? seriously is who change ?? i really 12 noe ... who can tell mi sia ??
2day go hong kai sec 4 pltc precamp briefing until now than come back ... 2day received some sms ... i will felt so wired ... don noe wat actually happen ...
post again ^^ 2day is theresa birthday ^^ happy birthday to her ^^ . two day later is melvin mak n reshma de birthday ^^ wow again so many ppl de birthday ^^ 2day go meet clement at lakeside mrt ... than meet martin at jurong east mrt ... than i go take bus home ... after that raining cat n dog ...
hai ... sian ... 2day we still didn tok ... i don noe y we still didn tok ... can we still be friend n sis ?? if can than tok 2 mi ... if no than u let mi noe ... so that i will not wait n wait n wait 4 yr reply ... i don 12 wait 4 so long 4 yr reply ... if u think we can't be than y u don 12 tell mi at the 1st place ... anyway i need to thk ch 4 cheering mi up n tok 2 mi ...
do u think that our friendship is not more important than yr stead ?? if u think so should i give up on our friendship ?? coz i think that our friendship is more important than yr stead lor ... but i don 12 give up our friendship lor ... if u really think that our friendship is not important than u tell mi to give up on u ... u don 1 mi so close 2 yr stead ... i try not to tok 2 him n everything ... than now wat ?? u smoke i got tell him ?? ans is no i didn tell him ... he tok 2 mi also my fault ?? wat u 1 mi 2 do sia ??
2day nth happen to now ... but i felt that something i very strange go to happen soon but i don noe wat is it ... i still do noe y she hate mi ... hai ... maybe someone or some ppl noe why she hate mi but they or the person don 12 say ... wat actually happen i also not sure ... 2day e learning i did all about 9 plus ... hai after doing e learning i need do hse work sia ... ytd so sad sia ... but got ppl cheer mi up ^^ thk ch ^^ lol i keep saying thk 2 him n sry 2 him make him need to say so many np ... lol i so bad ... but anywhere must thk him 4 cheer mi up n must say sry coz i keep chatting with him in msn ... make him didn listen in class ... felt so sry to him ... as 4 myself ... still the same ba ??
wat wrong with u ?? is i change or u change or we all change ?? tok 2 u don 12 reply ... if not quarrel with mi ... wat u 1 sia ?? i also didn tok 2 him anymore le ... i also don noe y u hate mi 4 ... ask u , u also don 1 say ... i ask u that y u 12 break with him u also don 12 say ... u say u hate mi ... but i don hate u ... u say u don trust mi but i trust u ... u break the promise but i didn told him ... i just jk with u than u so angry ... make mi think of the past i did be4 ... say that we are sis n friend but y can't u treat mi as sis n friend ?? if u 12 hate mi is yr choice i can't force or stop u but u can tell mi y u hate anot ?? i don 1 thing to happen this way de ... i really don like yr stead but is yr choice to believe or not ... i think that i can't pretend that i am happy when i not anymore ... i can't pretend that i happy when i am sad ... i hind my tear when i am sad ... i try so hard to hind myself but when is time to let go my feeling ... i must let go ... i still remember that last year alot of thing happen between we all but at the end we still sis n friend . but y can't this time ?? wat i got is nth but blame ... is it our friendship is not strong enough ?? i felt that i am lost in our friendship right now ... or is at the start of the day when we noe each other ?? we have alot of misunderstanding but at the end we still friend . but this time everything change this is wat i think ... i really don noe wat to do ... i just felt we going to be stranger le but i don 1 ... maybe i change alot ... maybe u also change ... many ppl say in our life we will change ... some ppl say if a person got a stead they will change ... i don noe which one is real n which one is not real or maybe all is real ... wat i can do i have done ... wat i can't do i also try to do le ... i don noe wat to do with our friendship who can help mi ?? i don noe ... i really don noe ... who can tell mi wat to do ?? who ??
ytd go to rally from 7 plus to 9 plus ... lol ... i go bully some of my friend ... lol ... ytd also hui min birthday ... today is iris birthday ... today also darren ang birthday ... so many birthday ... wow but i really hope that they have a wonderful birthday
hai ... 2day u did something to make mi so sad . i break yr promise ... u still did it in front of mi wat is this ?? we ok le than u still did something in front of mi ... hai ... i don noe wat to do le la ... now very very very fan sia ...
nth seem to be true anymore . everything is lie . y can't everything just be simple ?? y our friendship become like this ?? is it coz of yr stead thing??
this few day very fan . coz of something n some ppl . if i like someone than i will not ask my friend to intro to u . he only my kor n friend . choose to believe or not is yr choose . i didn do anything wrong i will not felt guilty or wat . i think is u don trust u n him . say i like him y don u think of it . i don like anyone right now !!! coz i noe that , that him don like mi le so i don like anyone anymore. that him i like last time is not kai jie .
2day , i go out with yi ling , iris , hui min to jp after exam . hui min was angry . but don noe why . after that we go home , than on the bus that time , some one call mi than i ans than the person call and call again .than i felt so angry n so fan . than i told hui min that if he call again i will call police . lucky , he didn call again .
i hate smoker . smoker suck . u lie to mi n my friend ... u say u will not smoke anymore but u lie . I HATE U !!!!!!!! I DON WANT U TO SMOKE IS COZ U MY FRIEND . U ALSO WRITE ON YR BLOG THAT U WILL NOT SMOKE ANYMORE BUT AT THE END U SMOKE . U ALSO TOLD MI YESTERDAY BUT AT THE END IT BE COME A LIE . I CAN'T TRUST U ANYMORE . I SAY TO U THIS U 1 SMOKE I DON CARE LE BUT I STILL CARE . BUT NOW I NOE THAT U ARE NTH BUT A LAIR . U STILL EVEN SMOKE IN FRONT OF MI . U NOE THAT I DISLIKE SMOKER BUT U STILL DO THAT . I HATE U !!! YR WORD CAN'T TRUST ANYMORE ... U MAYBE WILL SAY U CARE SO MORE 4 WAT ?? I WILL ANS U THIS COZ I CARE 4 U . I even walk away ... coz i can't stand it anymore ... hai ... yesterday wanted to 4give u but u do this ... 4get i don care n 4give u . give u chance u also don 1 . hai ... u are nth to mi anymore . u don 12 take care of yourself than 4get it lor .nth is real le ... can't be trust ... all is just a lie ...
hai ... 2day mi leg injured but actually is last week de but i didn see doctor untill 2day ... 2day angry sia , coz my friend go smoke sia ... so angry ... 4get it she 1 smoke than i let her smoke lor i don care le .
my life change alot ... i am not like last time le . i just 12 be a simple girl with a simple life ... simple is good . but i can't . hai ...
hai ... my leg was injured ... than my life so sian ... hope all my friend will have a good result !!!!!
2day so sian ... not only 2day is EVERYDAY !!!!!!
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| YOng ROu | ||||||||
| I think dont add liaoz | ||||||||
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| Err, Because me & Yiling quarrel / | ||||||||
| Dont ask her liaoz | ||||||||
| She dulan liaoz | ||||||||
| Just dont ask her anymore | ||||||||
| Ask me better | ||||||||
| Dont tell her what happen to us | ||||||||
| when | ||||||||
| Huh | ||||||||
| Just now lohs | ||||||||
| Aiyah about weisong lohs | ||||||||
| wat time | ||||||||
| She thought i like weisong | ||||||||
| ma | ||||||||
| Err afternoon | ||||||||
| Wait ar i copy n paste the msg for you ok ? | ||||||||
| kk | ||||||||
| (4:23 PM) Yilingchuzxc.: youu like weisong? LOL (4:23 PM) IRIS(Hearts)Youu: LOL , No luhs , ~~ , Who say (4:23 PM) Yilingchuzxc.: LOL noneed people sayy (4:24 PM) Yilingchuzxc.: use eye see we alrd knw LOL. | ||||||||
| (4:24 PM) IRIS(Hearts)Youu: No luhs , I dont like him (4:24 PM) Yilingchuzxc.: ._. if luh (4:24 PM) Yilingchuzxc.: got 4 people g out thnn one of thmm your stead (4:24 PM) Yilingchuzxc.: thnn if like those passerbys (4:25 PM) Yilingchuzxc.: will thought weisong your boyf if youu really like him | ||||||||
| (4:25 PM) Yilingchuzxc.: i give him t youu ;D i steady derh | ||||||||
| (4:25 PM) IRIS(Hearts)Youu: No , (4:25 PM) Yilingchuzxc.: justnow i tell yp i break w weisong later LOL (4:25 PM) IRIS(Hearts)Youu: I also dont like him ~~ Dont luhs What for | ||||||||
| (4:25 PM) Yilingchuzxc.: give him t youu loh LOL (4:26 PM) Yilingchuzxc.: youu dotn like him but he like youu (4:26 PM) IRIS(Hearts)Youu: He like you luhs (4:26 PM) IRIS(Hearts)Youu: I dont even like him lohs (4:26 PM) Yilingchuzxc.: actually justnow i alrd hinting him LOL | ||||||||
| (4:27 PM) IRIS(Hearts)Youu: Dont break with luhs , He like you leh I think you also like him Dont tell me 1% also dont have ? (4:27 PM) Yilingchuzxc.: 1% only wht (4:28 PM) Yilingchuzxc.: aiyah seriously justnow | ||||||||
| (4:28 PM) IRIS(Hearts)Youu: At least you got like him abit ma (4:28 PM) Yilingchuzxc.: me andd gerine andd yp walk behind (4:28 PM) IRIS(Hearts)Youu: Dont break luh (4:28 PM) Yilingchuzxc.: from bck view luh if like (4:28 PM) Yilingchuzxc.: we dontknw youu we confirm sayy eh, tht one confirm iz stead | ||||||||
| (4:29 PM) IRIS(Hearts)Youu: ~~ . (4:29 PM) Yilingchuzxc.: zz seriously lah (4:30 PM) IRIS(Hearts)Youu: Dont break luhs I also dont like him . (4:30 PM) Yilingchuzxc.: but he like youu wht after youu zhao (4:31 PM) Yilingchuzxc.: thnn he come walk w me bfore tht he got come mah? walk out of schl | ||||||||
| (4:31 PM) Yilingchuzxc.: also he w youu walk home also he w youu not i jealous luh -.- if like tht hoh thnn i stead fr fuck? (4:31 PM) IRIS(Hearts)Youu: That time is Huimin & I talking about You & Him ma (4:34 PM) Yilingchuzxc.: .-. (4:36 PM) IRIS(Hearts)Youu: Aiya , I wont like him de ~~ , Dont break luhs . (4:37 PM) Yilingchuzxc.: zz idw a stead who dont love me at th first place -.- (4:38 PM) Yilingchuzxc.: ya luh maybe justnow i ask him he like youu? | ||||||||
| (4:38 PM) IRIS(Hearts)Youu: How do you know he dosen't you ? (4:38 PM) Yilingchuzxc.: he sayy no thnn if youu now ask me (4:38 PM) Yilingchuzxc.: i mean ask weisong weisong like me? (4:39 PM) Yilingchuzxc.: he sure sayy dk or yes idc (4:39 PM) Yilingchuzxc.: infront of stead who will sayy no? retardkia will -.- LOL | ||||||||
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| wat u n hui min saying about ling n weisong ?? | ||||||||
| Nothing | ||||||||
| Because | ||||||||
| Hor | ||||||||
| Just now we walk | ||||||||
| back home | ||||||||
| with | ||||||||
| Gerine , Yp , Yiling , Huimin n weisong | ||||||||
| Then after that Gerine , Yp n yiling talking , | ||||||||
| Then Me n huimin walk then after that weisong talk to us then we talk to him | ||||||||
| Then he like never talk to yiling | ||||||||
| Then after that yiling thought i like him | ||||||||
| ~~ | ||||||||
| Then i told her i dont like him | ||||||||
| wait | ||||||||
| Is she jealous or what ? | ||||||||
| how i noe | ||||||||
| Dont know lahs | ||||||||
| I think she thought i like weisong lahs | ||||||||
| ~~ | ||||||||
| Then when i offline , i told myself | ||||||||
| What i did wrong sial | ||||||||
| y u off9 | ||||||||
| Because my bro want to use | ||||||||
| oo | ||||||||
| Dont know luhs ++ | ||||||||
| == | ||||||||
| than u all didn pei ling | ||||||||
| ? | ||||||||
| You mean | ||||||||
| than only pei hui min , weisong but not ling | ||||||||
| That time i dont know she angry | ||||||||
| she online that time then say this matter == | ||||||||
| so u only pei hui min n weisong ?? | ||||||||
| That time She talking to Gerine n Yp ma | ||||||||
| then is like listening to them talkking / IN THIS COLOUR : IRIS IN THIS COLOUR : YR / MI |
thk u 4 talking to mi ytd ... i am happy that u are my friend :) so sry that i mistaken u ... i thought that u are not a good person but i am wrong ... u are a person that i can talk to , tell u wat happen and everything ... u are a good listener :}
long time didn post le ... yesterday so sad ... but got ppl tok 2 mi than i felt better :) hai ... stupid ppl do stupid thing ... i don 12 be the stupid ppl ... thing has past just 4get (if it is not a good thing) . thing has past take it is a memory (if it is a good thing) must still happy even if not a good thing / happy thing try to stay as hppy as u can ... if not think of a good way :) life still need to carry on :}
